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Wednesday, July 9th, 2003
9:00 pm
life sux
i feel like a whole ZERO friends you call some ppl and they say they will call u back bc they really want to do soemthing with u bc they havent seen u in such a long time, but yet the NEVER call, u have to end up calling them, and yet you never do anything with them. i hate my life, i really do! while i have been out of town, i missed my friends, and i missed everything back at home.... and now that i am home, i woujld do anything to be back in florida or at my aunts house.... with all of our friends its like a WW3. everyone fights and bitchs about other ppl.... then when one person is bitching and bitchin about the chic, the next time they see them, they are like best friends? excuse me but what the hell?? i just dont get it. i really want to make some new friends, but i dont knwo how to start. i want friends that maybe will call me, and want to do things with me, and friends that arent always talking about themselves and what they do while im not there.... ahhh! im going insane!
Tuesday, June 24th, 2003
10:37 pm
FLORIDA- florida was awesome! all the guys that we met and all the different things that we did was great. we met these 2boys (brody and davy) brody was the cutest guy ever unlike his bro davy. they stayed the floor under us and brody would sneek into our condo at like 2am and not leave till like 4:30-5. it was awesome. then the other guys... jim james aka vin diesel, james , chris, chad, josh, chris... omg all those guys were so much fun to hang ouit with. i had the best time ever.

so anyways... yesterday when i got home me and ali went and got out pics developed and then went to megans and hung out with her clay and rachel and then wes came over and we all headed to my house and hung out and swam, i had fun. and then 2day me and ali went to play tennis and then her and kathleen came over for a lil bit and we chilled and then went in the pool to try to get some sun! and then 2ngith i hung out with megan a lil and we took her sis and bro and his friend to go get ice cream and we saw the weepoll guy there and we were talkign to him... haha that guy is so crazy. so yea thats whats been happening since ive been back... man i think me and ali missed a good week to be gone... it seems like a lot of shit happened that i wouldnt want to be apart of and now a lot of our friends are in fights... whats new.

but yea im gonna go... i have to wake up and help witha tennis tournament 2morrow and then me and ali have to play in it lata on in the day... everyone pray for us... were gonna suck... aight well ill holla lata

Current Mood: ecstatic
Thursday, June 12th, 2003
10:05 pm
REPORT CARDS!!! AHHH
so yea 2day i thought was going to be pretty good, do a lil cleaning, a lil shopping and then go out 2night. yea totally different then what i had expected... i started cleaning, and then the report cards came... yea not good... so instead of shopping and going out i had to stay home and clean more! yes! just what i wanted to do! man my parents are pissed at me. my dad says that i let him down. i hate it whehn he says that, he says that i dont try and that i waste my time with my friends. i told him that i tried my hardest this quarter and he says like always "thats bullshit katie, if you were to bust your ass to get these grades, that would be different, but you do jackshit so you deserve this" yea hes wrong... i really thought this was going to be my best report card... but yea i was wrong. then what he says to my bro... oh damn i would be freaking and cryin if i was in my bros shoes. with my bro its f this and f that, u f'n idiot. geez i really hope next year goes a whole hell of a lot better. man 2night alex and pat stopped by for a lil bit... they are crazy kids.. man o man but yea im gonna go- katie

Current Mood: restless
2:07 pm
something fishy
okay i have this hunch that something is going on with ali and wes nash. either they both like eachother or one of them likes the other. and i dunno why but oi feel that ali is trying to hide it from me. i was on the phone with her and he called her cell phone. she told me to wait a second and she went in the other room to talk to him and then when she got back i asked who it was and she was like oh no one, and then i was like who was it, and she was like oh its just one of our friends... ah wes nash. im thinking that maybe he likes her, but then she doesnt want to tell me any of this bc she knows that i USE to like him. i dunno. i dont want her to feel that she has to keep things from me. i dont want any of my friends to keep anything from me either, i mean i feel that im pretty much open to all of them and i want them to feel the same with me. i dunno, im outta here peace out

Current Mood: blank
Wednesday, June 11th, 2003
10:47 pm
aight lately i have been hangin with rachel, and its been cool and ive been able to talk to her about whats bothering me and stuff, and she feels the same way. aight its the summer and i had thought that since ppl arent busy with school and everything, that MAYBE our friends would be close like we all use to be... yet i feel drifted from most. the only people that i have really hung out with alot are rachel megan ali alex and a lil with tj and stevens. and i havent done or talked to megan 4awhile cuz when she was on her lil trip thingy and then was with leen and suz that night. then stephanie and patrick are always 2gether and never seem to want to be with any of their friends, stephanie told me that her and pat have done something 2gether EVERYNIGHT since school got out! holy crap!i saw leen this week but i dont really think that counts. we keep saying that we will do something or ill call ya and we will talk, but yet we never do. i havent really hung out hung out wit her since my party. then i havent even seen or talked to lisa or maggie since the last day of school. i dont get it... my "friends" arent really my friends lately. oh well... on to somehting more exciting....

FLORIDA!!!!! i am so excited! we leave this saturday! its going to be so much fun. the chad from south caraloina is forsure going down there and he may even stay a few nights at our condo! that is if alis dad is cool with it like he was a few years ago! but if he doesnt stay with us, he is staying some place in town, and he told ali that me and her will be going out with him and partyin and everything, and then he will go to the beach or where ever we go with her dad! i am so excited! it is going to be so much fun!

oh man- lastnight i went to the movies with ali rachel and alex and we went to go see finding nemo! it was so cute! i luv that movie! today rachel came over and we chilled and then went out with tj stevens and stephanie and i had a lot of fun!

o man lastnight when i was on the internet, some guy im me and was talking to me and everything and then later in the convo he was like so where are u from, and i said wentzville. he was like oh thats cool i have a friend that lives out there, i was like oh shit... so he then asks what part of wentzville and i said that i lived in bear creek, and he was like holy shit its a small world cuz thats where my friend lives. so he starts askin what street and everything i was so scared so then i just signed off... i hope the guy doesnt try talkin to me again! lol.

aight well im outta here, i think im gonna swim some laps, so ill holla lata- katie

Current Mood: crazy
Sunday, June 8th, 2003
11:12 pm
THOUGHTS
man o man- im glad to hear that im not the only one having problems in life- i was with a friend and they were telling me how she has lost what she once had with a few of her old friends. then she was telling me how one chic kept asking to do stuff and hang out, the kept sayin that on this one day they were gonna do something. the day came and my friend called and called and called her friend- no answer. my friend spent her whole day doing nothing bc an old friend of hers wanted to do something- and she flakes and doesnt call. yea good friend there- way to show how much u want to be friends with her. so then i was telling her how i felt the same in what is happening in her life. its crazy. u know in life friends and boys can make a girls life hell. i know in my last entry i talked about trevor, and yet im gonna once again-

*aight pros and cons i have been thinkin of...*
see trevor is cute (to me), caring, makes me laugh, sk8er boy, cute smile, isnt afraid of what ppl think, has a cute style, cute hair, good personality... then he doesnt live by me anymore, he lives to far, i never know when hes in town, i never get to talk to him. and then what im scared of is, what if the next time i see him he is a totally different person, i really think that where he lives now, could really change him. i dunno im a lil crazy. i just hope i get to see him soon and at least this time get to talk to him more and see him more then what i did when he was in town like 2 months ago. geez i really miss this kid. and do u know what could suck, is that im wasting my time over nothing- bc i dont even know how he feels u know. i mean when he lived by me, his brother would act and say that he liked me and everything! geez i just want him to come in town. and i swear, if he comes in town while i am out of town, i know i will be cursed and know that i have to move on. aight well im tired so im outta here- kate

Current Mood: contemplative
12:20 am
awesome man!
AWW MAN- lastnight was awesome- i went to the movies with alex ali megan pat and steph, and we saw 2 fast 2 furious! omg was that an awesome movie!! paul walker and tyrese are so flippin hot! i think this movie is much better then the first one! so yea after the movie i went over to megans and spent the night! that was cool, i had fun, we watched the first fast and the furious! aww man those are some good movies! 2 day was pretty cool... earlier today me and mel were at my house and we tried to have a bbq- and yea that didnt go to swell in the beginning, haha. now i am over at the lanzones house now and me and mel just got back from their church carnival/picnic. it was cool, we hung out with alex jarod jeff and mike whiliette. it was fun! so yea that was my night.

life now a days- me megan and ali have been tallking and we believe that the summer will be different and we will not be hanging out with some of the people that we might have during school. but u know, im just gonna go with a flow and see where it all takes me. i dunno if thats right to think but im tired of waiting around to figure things out with ppl, so im not gonna waste my time. im gonna enjoy life and see where i end up- could be good could be bad, who knows? not me. we will all just have to find out. enough abotu friends lets talk about boys- lastnight megan asked me who i liked- and yet for the past 6-7 months i have said trevor. and to this day i still will say i like him. i dunno why but i just have these feeling in me that still like him and then i think of the times we hung out and how funny and cute he was and how i was actually comfortable around someone that i liked. but then i start thinkin that i need to move on. i havent seen him 4awhile so why am i still hooked on the kid- thing is, there is this other kid that i semi like, but the thing is, none of my other friends like him, so i dont tell anyone. i dunno its kinda crazy. all i know is that i leave for FLORIDA on aturday and im excited- and i better see and meet some nice boys there! aight well im otta here for now- im off to watch curly sue! peace- kate

Current Mood: content
Thursday, June 5th, 2003
11:38 pm
OH MAN!
holy shit! those were two words that i was sayin a lot 2night! 2night was crazy! well at first me and mel layed at and got some rays and she left and megan came over and we were hanging out and we went to alis and chilled. and then we came back to my house and then tj came over. so were chillin and everything and we decide to go suprise wes and warren. so we jump in the car and are leaving to go see them and then we see tj alex and kenny turning down my street. so we went back and chilled we them for part of the night. and we ditched them and headed to the wentzville baseball game with wes nash... here comes the good part...

so we are TRYING to get to the game ( i think i came close to death 5 times)aight megan could not figure out how to get on the on ramp from tr hughes and stops in the MIDDLE of the over pass... omg i about wet my pants. so we figure out how to get on the highway and we are pulling into the parking lot, omg that was insane to i couldnt explain what happened it was fun!so after the game we were on our way home in traffic and there is this cute guy that was in front of us or something and we are on the blvd and megan gets him to pull over and talk to him! omg once again that was crazy! man i really thought 2night was gonna blow, but it ended up being one of the funnest nights ever!!! aight well im outta here chillings... ill holla lata- katie

Current Mood: energetic
Monday, June 2nd, 2003
6:42 pm
a living hell
man, today was the first day of exams!and yea they didnt go to go. im scared to find out the results of most of them. and even more scared to show my parents the results of them! the end of the day was better... we go out at 12:30 so me megan ali leen ryan and alex went to jack in the box! i had a lot of fun! i was crackin up the whole time, and whenever megan laughs it makes me laugh, haha shes so funny, and then the guy that was working there... umm well yea he was a major cutie! haha. so after we all went home, me and leen went to the libarary to get the hobbit,and we are passing the shell, and to my luck, joe is there and is pumping his gas, so i start flipping out and leen tells me to turn around and go back, so i did, and i pulled up in front of ghim and start gettins some gas... even though i really didnt need it! haha. so then joe comes over and starts talking to me and then he was tellign me bout his trip, omg im in love! he is so nice and cute! o man! im in love! haha. o and today ali called me and told me that chad (hot nc man) called and asked when she was going to florida and everything so ali told him and hes gonna call her tonight to see if he can have his condo or get some other place to stay down there while we are down there! omg if he goes, i will be so shy bc he is so hot! o baby! aight well i g2g and study for another day of hell... peace out- katie

Current Mood: cheerful
Saturday, May 24th, 2003
3:58 pm
*WHY?*
i was so looking forward for it to be friday- have a 3 day weekend, and go to a party 2night- yea wasnt what i had hoped for it to be so far. lastnight was fun at first. me and megan went to iga and then hung out at m y house till rach came over and then headed over to alis for her party,it was cool at first then when i went to go home and get alis present, jason and rhett came, and it was all down hill from there. ali paid absoulute no attention to me and any of the other ppl that were there except for like schwen jason and rhett. i told my mom b4 i went over there, that thats how it was going to be, and she told me to not be negative and that shes one of my best friends and wouldnt do that to me. yea well i finally proved my mom wrong, the thing is, i was hoping i wouldnt be right, and would let my mom be the right one like she always is. lastnight i felt that i was hangin around ppl i would think i would be hangin out with as much if all my close friends were there. well once the police came and alis mom made the ppl leave that werent spending the night, i went to the side of the house and talked with kathleen. it was good talking to her like that again,i told her what had been bothering me that night and whats been going on lately. we havent really gotten to talk about whats going on lately and how eachother have been feeling, and im glad we did lastnight. well while i was talking with leen, megan and rachel were on the other side or the front talking, i felt really bad, megan was crying, and felt that she didnt have any friends anymore and that no one wanted to be around her, i dont know if she just let it out anymore bc she couldnt take it anymore and wanted ppl to know how she was feeling, or if she was drunk that she really didnt realize what was happeneing.but when i heard that she felt that no one liked her anymore and that no one wanted to be her friend i felt horrible... i guess i felt that she thought i didnt want to be her freind either and i know that lately, or i thought that we had gotten really close and that i thought she knew i considered her to be one of my best friends.i dunno i just felt that she doesnt consider me the type of friend that i consider her to be. i dunno... well i g2g and do some cleaning for the party 2morrow, but ill be back to talk some more- cya kate

Current Mood: confused
Wednesday, May 21st, 2003
8:12 pm
oh BABY!
tuesday- came right home from school and got ready to go to the New Found Glory, and G.C. concert! omg i had sooo much fun! it was one of the best concerts i have been too. while we were there we saw the hottest guy who was in front of us... but when the concert started, he started to dance... and holy crap, he looked like her could have been at a nsync concert or soemthing! it was haliarious!! i had so much fun.

TODAY!!!- aight today at school was cool, the thing that sux is that since we only have like 2 weeks left... the teachers think they can fit a whole new chapter in and everything! im like what the hell? dont think so! aight but then after school i went to dinner with ali her sis and her dad, omg i am so excited about our trip... only 24 more days! her dad just cracks me up! haha... but then after dinner we were on our way home and went through key harbor...

-THE O BABY PART-
damn the luck once again vinny and joe were outside... so we stopped and talked to them for like 25 mins... omg they are soo horny! it was so funny, joe was giving us all these tips on how to improve sex and everything! it was great!!! and omg guess what i found out... HE HAS A TOUNGE RING!!!!! AHH!!!! that is awesome! i was like holy shit u have one!!!!!! it was cool... hes sooo cute! haha, and then i got some very nice info on where mr joe had other places pierced! wink wink! haha!!!! u know... me and ali didnt believe him at first, and he said he had pics he would go get- but then the horny man started talkin bout more stuff... i was sooooo close to see it!!!! ahh!!!! damn! aight well i g2g and study... ill holla late- kate

Current Mood: energetic
Monday, May 19th, 2003
9:29 pm
ChAnGeS????
aight, ive been thinking... this journal hasnt really had much purpose to me other then dating what i have been doing in my life... but arent they suppose to keep track of how ur feeling? so i have decided, that i dont really cares who reads this, i need to let out how im feelin and say EVERYTHNG that is happening...

lately i have been sayin i feel like i only have a few friends, and i never say who they are, and if there my friends i shouldnt be afraid to say who they are... so yea, lately i have only felt that my friends are megan, ali, rachel, and steph. im friends with kohler, but it just seems like she doesnt want to be my friend... then with maggie and leen, i had felt that i totally drifted away, then me and leen talked lastnight, supposably things will change, but who knows with that, cuz i thought things were gonna change when the whole fight or w/e happened a few weeks ago, but it just went more and more down hill. so who knows.

this week is gonna be packed... 2morrow is the NFG, GC concert, i am TOTALLY excited, i luv them so much! wednesday me and megan are hoping to see the lizzy mcgurie movie again! that is the best movie!!! its so cute! then thursay, ah yea i dunno but im sure somthing will happen, and then friday is alis party! wahoo!

yea i g2g and do some studying for bio. ill holla back lata, cuz like always, i still got more i wanna chat about- cya- kt

Current Mood: anxious
Saturday, May 17th, 2003
11:36 pm
ow ow!
aight- today i took my sis to see the lizzy mcguire movie... it was really cute! it makes u think about boys (at least it did for me) and how i wish i could have a guy friend that was like gordo, and would always be there for u. i dunno i just want one dude to be close with. but then lata i went ova with steph and leen to see how ali looked for prom! she looked so cute! her dress is soooo pretty! im happy for her! so then me and steph went hung out and then went to her house and pat and alex came over lata and we all hung out and lata went to pats when me and steph tried to decorate big als car. but then i was gettin wet and decided to go home-

aight is everyone ready for the best part... im goin home and realize i dont have to be home for like another 45 mins- so i take a lil detour through keyharbor- and damn my luck there are guys standing in the driveway of vinnys house, and i kept driving bc i didnt know if it was just like joe and his friends, but then i heard vinny screamin my name and runnin after me so i stopped and then joe came and was talkin to me (man i was happy) and then justin, my neighbor, and this really cute kid came to my car and we were talkin and vinny got in my car and so did justin and justin was rubbing my face, i was like easy there tiger-haha, and damnit- there were all these boys and they invited me to come in with them and swim but i couldnt! i was rather upset! but i invited vinny to my party im gonna have and he said he will come and chris will to or somethin- but i think jusint overheard and may want to come! but yea that was a lil perk in my night joe is so damn hot! ahh! nice boy!

aight 2day i realized i really want to find a job for the summer, the friends that i have now are having jobs over the summer and then i wont have anyone to hang with over the summer... and then if i find a cool place to work, i can scan and check out all the boys... and maybe i could actually find a boy that will like me... yea i know highly unlikely... but who knows... aight well it think im gonna go in the hot tub and relax but ill holla lata- kate

Current Mood: energetic
10:56 am
woodie wooo! hahah
lastnight i had a lot of fun!!! megan came over and we chilled and went swimming and went in the hot tub! so then rachel came over after work! man we had some fun lastnight... i cant mention it but we know what we did, and while we were doing it, i stepped on a slug! haha it was nasty! oh we called this guy on megans phone and his name was james and his friend was there and his name is bear! i was like WTF? but we talked to them and they invited us to come to some party thing there having 2night! haha it was crazy! it took us 4ever to get to bed! we were pusing ppl off the bed it was insane... and then it was all quiet and i SWEAR i was still up and they said i was moaning! i was like how the hell can i moan in my sleep if im still up??? haha, but then we were sleepin for like an hour or so when we woke up at like 3 bc they said i was moanign! when they were showin me how i was doing it, it sounded like someone was havin sex, haha it was funny, i still dont believe i was doing it! but yea, 2day i hope is gonna be fun... i think im gonna take my sis to go see a movie in a lil bit, and then who knows whats goin on the rest of the day... aight well i g2g and get ready... holla at me lata- kate

Current Mood: crazy
Wednesday, May 14th, 2003
9:26 pm
GEEZ!!!!!!!
Schools almost over and i cant wait... i cant take anymore bullshit thats been going on at school... ill get a chance to not have to worry about if ppl are talkin bout me or how i may be gettin crossed off ppls partys list bc they got some big ass mouths with their NEW freidns, jesus... its like some of them were never my friends in the first place! i cant wait to be away from everything. i know lately all i talk about is how my life sux and friends this and friends that, well damn its really that bad... some advice i would like to give to one of my friends... deep down u have feelings u want to let out to another but your to scared to come off as a bitch or what not, but ur not the bitch if ur just tellin the truth to the person, and if they were to get upset with it, then its not worth ur time, if they were ur friend they would understand where ur comming from. and maybe u told this person part of ur feelings but u had intended to say more... i say go for it, if things are shitty now, well then they cant get much worse! haha... any ways... this weekend... im ready for it allready, on monday i thought it was friday, this week is so slow! on friday im hoping to have some ppl over and swim and hang out! i dunno i think it would be fun!!! aight well im outa this joint- kt

Current Mood: bitchy
Monday, May 12th, 2003
8:47 pm
schools back
so yea just got done typing my lit research paper... took me 4 damn hours! so yea this weekend was fun!!! i think i already talked bout friday, so we'll jump to saturday... well at 4:30 am i woke up and everyone met at my house and we went to alis and kidnapped her and took her to IHOP! it was cool! so then once i got home i started gettin ready to go and do service hours when the damn tornado siren went off so i flipped out and ran down stairs with shannon for a lil bit. but after service hours i went to alis house and she was having her family party! that was cool i got to meet her moms side of the family! so lata we went out to eat at Bahama Breeze! that place was so neat!!! i wish all of our firends could go there and eat but its soo expensive! our bill would be at least like $100. after dinner me and al went to alex stevens house with tj and kenny... i had fun there, they are some fun kids to hang out with, we went driving around in tjs car, holy shit i think i wet myself! haha. but then on mothers day we went to all the grandmas houses and stuff so that was cool, i luv my grandmas they are the shitz! haha.

as for school is going... i was doing awesome in all my classes but now i think im just doing anverage! (damnit) i think im not doing so good is bc i have been going through hell with friends and i have been depressed ALOT lately... i was watching this show lastngiht and this gurl had this good life and everythign and then she started to be negative about herself and got really depressed and her whole life went downhill...i hope that doent happen to me cuz thats exactly how i have been feelin and stuff! and damnit i shouldnt be depressed.... schools almost over!!!! the only thing that should be bothering me is my damn freinds~ haha, i know i keep sayin it, but i feel like i dont have many friends anymore. i only have like 2-3 that i can talk to... damn thats not good... i use to have much more... what happened with that... aight well im gonna go... holla! Katie

Current Mood: devious
8:34 pm
so yea just got done typing my lit research paper... took me 4 damn hours! so yea this weekend was fun!!! i think i already talked bout friday, so we'll jump to saturday... well at 4:30 am i woke up and everyone met at my house and we went to alis and kidnapped her and took her to IHOP! it was cool! so then once i got home i started gettin ready to go and do service hours when the damn tornado siren went off so i flipped out and ran down stairs with shannon for a lil bit. but after service hours i went to alis house and she was having her family party! that was cool i got to meet her moms side of the family! so lata we went out to eat at Bahama Breeze! that place was so neat!!! i wish all of our firends could go there and eat but its soo expensive! our bill would be at least like $100. after dinner me and al went to alex stevens house with tj and kenny... i had fun there, they are some fun kids to hang out with, we went driving around in tjs car, holy shit i think i wet myself! haha. but then on mothers day we went to all the grandmas houses and stuff so that was cool, i luv my grandmas they are the shitz! haha.

as for school is going... i was doing awesome in all my classes but now i think im just doing anverage! (damnit) i think im not doing so good is bc i have been going through hell with friends and i have been depressed ALOT lately... i was watching this show lastngiht and this gurl had this good life and everythign and then she started to be negative about herself and got really depressed and her whole life went downhill...i hope that doent happen to me cuz thats exactly how i have been feelin and stuff! and damnit i shouldnt be depressed.... schools almost over!!!! the only thing that should be bothering me is my damn freinds~ haha, i know i keep sayin it, but i feel like i dont have many friends anymore. i only have like 2-3 that i can talk to... damn thats not good... i use to have much more... what happened with that... aight well im gonna go... holla! Katie

Current Mood: apathetic
Friday, May 9th, 2003
11:54 pm
where do i stand?
this week has been a living hell, i feel out of place with friends and i shouldnt if they are really my friends... i have lost connection with some friends, but then gained a better connection with like 2 others! so is that a good thing that i have became better with the 2 ppl? i dunno i am enjoying it, i can really trust them bc i feel they understand what im talkin about and are comming from where i am. 2night sucked... i was supose to do something with sarah... but u know all i gotta say is f that chic now... then i was supose to call ali and schwen and do somethin with them... well yea no can do there, so i felt like f them 2. then tj called me 2night alot wanting to try and do something, but yea didnt do anything with him, then stephanie was with patrick, like alays, i mean the whole world ends if they dont spend there friday ngiht 2gether watching a movie. but then i was happy that megan and leen came by. i was so happy to see megans car! ( megan i luv ur car! its awesome!) so then they came by and chilled with alex and rachel... but then the flamers kevin and matt came over... omg that was hell, kevin drives me insane!! the rest of this weekend i can tell is just gonna suck! aight well im really out of it and am not havin a good night so im gonna go and think about everything i just feel so outta place i need to just lay and think about everything (sounds cheezy huh? haha) but ill holla lata... cya kt

i was thinking... our group of friends use to be so close and now everyone has drifted apart. 2 of my closest friends that i have known for the longest time i fell have drifted away, one more then the other, but still its not the same. and all i hear about it how this person is aggravating this person and this person is doing that, and i know that i say it too, but it just annoys the crap out of ppl. some of our friends i feel are untrusting, and backstabbing ppl, and i know its horrible to think but i do. and u tell someone that something is bothering you about them and they feel horrible and they say they will change but they never seem to try and fix things... i dunno i just am going crazy with friends! and i hate it!!!

Current Mood: depressed, left out, angry
Sunday, May 4th, 2003
1:58 pm
weekends ova
this weekend has had its ups and downs... friday i had a lot of fun, first i went to megans and hung out there and we went up to IGA and saw rachel and i got to meet this ryan guy... DAMN! is all i got to say, so then we went back to megans and got ready to go to wes's. wes's house was cool, i had a lot of fun his house is so nice i like hanging out with some of the ppl that were there... lata me and megan took warren home and then went back to megans to spend the night with rachel... i had lots of fun hangin out there... so then saturday came... wow was it hell, fun, nervewracking, boring, exciting, crazy... me and steph had fun driving around it was crazy and then kelsey birza came to drop brian off and i talked to her for like 45 mins it was cool, i havent seen her 4ever. so then lata we chillin and then megan came over after work and so did ali. someting that i have been talkin to megan and steph is, is that i dont know who my friedns are now, they are all going there own ways and are backstabbing ppl, everyone is changing, u know ppl say ur teenage years are the best years, and if this is all supose to be fun... well then ill be goin through hell the rest of my life. i told megan that i feel like i have 3 friends i can talk to and trust and actually care about me. yea... well i g2g and call megan bout the play 2night, but ill be back cuz i got things to still talk bout... cya- kt

Current Mood: contemplative
Thursday, May 1st, 2003
10:05 pm
notta clue
aight... lastnight i had this dream... i was at the grocery store wit some friends, and then there were these guys that came over and started liek climbing on the shelves, and there was only one that wasnt doing it, and he came and started talkin to me... and who do u think it could be... it was TREVOR! ya know even though i was asleep... i was still happy. so we were talkin and stuff and i was leaving and he came in my car and we were goin somewhere... and geuss what happened next... my damn mom woke me up!!! ahh! i didnt get to fiunish it! man i was sooo upset! i hope i get to continue my dream 2night!!! i think its weird that i like guys from my past... ya know i havent gotten to see or talk to trevor for a long time and i still like him. geez whats wrong.. i really need to move on... also, i hang out with friends and all the guys like them... and sure the guys like me, but yea its only as friends, and damn im gettin tired of being with my friends when they all have a guy they like and a guy that likes them, i have felt that i just want new firends that i feel like i can fit in with. i just wish i was pretty, then things would be different and fun, i know they would, okay well im going to bed- katie

Current Mood: crappy
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